I certainly cannot speak for all and, especially, for you, but, for example, my fear lives at me in a breast, and it is shown in the
form of a hot lump behind a breast, from the neighbourhood with which heart starts to fight more strongly, on all body the hard
kapron threads connecting fear even with the most imperceptible muscle in a little finger which start to vibrate and generate an
awful shaking of a head from pressure, hands and feet and from which reduces in a spasm all body are stretched and to have to
take off this very unpleasant, heavy effects, not to fall down in epilepticheskom an attack or not to begin katatonikom to
liquidate, destroy now, immediately, in a germ to shoot down, burn, eat, break off, razgryzt, to blow up a fear and anxiety source.
An another matter - pleasure. It and is more pleasant in itself and arises not in a breast, and in the field of a navel. Know, I long
could not identify this emotion with a body. It is too rare at us in a life, and work practically never gives positive emotions,
believe. Speak, whether know, a miscellaneous - here go to work sadists, here go to work moral and emotional ugly creatures
with a full sarcoma of conscience and philanthrophy. Bosh all it. The person is multipurpose and polifonichen. It not so is simple
and primitive, as sees its church, it is faster the person of geniuses - external conditions dictate to it both its behaviour, and
display of its talents. Recollect, how you behave, it having appeared in the highly cultured, prudish environment where spit only
in urns, perdjat in toilet bowls and speak "forgive", if pass more close, than for two metres from you. You become precisely same,
it at level of reflexes - tell "excuse", go on the house in a tuxedo, instead of in sports torn trousers, wipe a napkin of companies
after each spoon of soup and every day change pants. But it is necessary to you to come to be in a cultural swill easier where all
use foul language, try to climb the first in the bus, do not pay attention to a dirt, and to a question "That you understand as full
freedom?" Does not come to anything mind, except desire to urinate and be facilitated directly in the street accordingly start to
behave and you - smorkaetes two fingers, free of charge go in transport, snap at a crowd in the bus and wash once a month.
Also it is the most simple cases sitting in us at level of instincts. Therefore it is necessary to be created to certain conditions,
whether humidity in air that raises, and to us, yes-yes, to us, that is both you and me, there is no release in volunteers, in
informants, in informers. My God, as it jars on some - stukachestvo in their numbers! It all the same what to take offence at
people who during a rain open umbrellas. Our life is universal, we a multipurpose building material for empires, for dictatorships,
for democracies, revolutions, anarhy and wars. A free will in our hands, we should not only try, taste all - hunger, a cold,
censorship, shame, heat, amputations, satiety, attacks of creativity and self-satisfied dullness. We also should create all and
survive in this all. Why us does not surprise and does not irritate the blue and pink periods of creativity of the artist why we
consider quite natural a birth of the person helpless, shouting, silly and its development to quite reasonable, sober, clever a
being, but we are enraged simply by what the best friend and the talented musician can be seksotom, and the gentle and loving
head of family - the executioner under special commissions?